Tonoght I had to just set her in her crib and walk away. She then passed out 2 minutes later... I hate it when this happens.. Not just because I hate having to walk away, but also knowing that its not me she needs... And the fact that my god, it only happens when im beyond sggrivated that NOTHING will calm her down. This has happened a few times. And it always makes me sad. Not just because I get aggrivated at her, which I hate, but because it marks independance... I used to co sleep her, but all of us became unhappy with this. I used to spend every moment with her... Until I started school, now I never do... I mean, I love that she can smile now, and hold her head up all on her own... But... With her seeming to grow up so fast... What am I missing and going to miss? What does she do all day? How is her tummy time doing? Sigh... I know its not really rational but... Im feeling a bit... Sad.